please forgive me ,maybe this is the last e-mail I send u.u know i miss u so much ,i made a great decision just now .i konw u will get angry with me ,i really want to leave my home ,thought it is my home.i fanally want to go .
i do what i promised to u ,be happy ,study hard,keep smiling ,learn the good things from people,i'll be a strong woman ,believe me .
u can remember me ,or forget me ,in my heart ,u are with me ,telling me how to be a brave girl.
i don't konw how long will it take me to be successful,it's difficult,but i won't give up,just like in huashan,my feet are so pain,the way is so long ,but i do it,i can stand on the top of the moutain,that's OK,right?
the same thing ,when i was at the railway station,i still don't konw where to go,but i keep smiling for u ,fou myself,.
i will work ,earn money, to begin a new life ........everthing is new.
my angel ,i love u.
Best wishes and say goodbye to u,many big kisses to u.