And i am moved by the boring boy.I should not tell u this,but i hurt him so much.I blame myself,i am not a good girl,but he resist on loving and protect me after over our love.And waiting for me all the time,but me,never value him,say bad words to him,U know today,he cried in front of me,i have never seen him like this.My heart is pain at that time.I know i shouldnt tell u this,but i regard u as my closet friend,how i wish i could do sth to him,but i did nothing.Persons have never treat me super well like him,including my family.He cared of me when i hurt my arm,buys me nice snack,also make me happy like u.How can i hurt him.Even sometimes he didnt know how to respect me,so i should blame myself for what i did,right?If i didnt meet u,maybe i can love love him.Olivier,sorry to say this,but i want to cry.I want to hug him ,telling him i still care about him,but i wont do this.I dont want to hurt him any more,i also care about u,and love u.Mr balma,a bit sad now,but still ok.Missing u.