求大神翻译！！万分感谢！！十万火急！！悬赏10！！ 很久以前，我想过很多次以后

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求大神翻译！！万分感谢！！十万火急！！悬赏10！！ 很久以前，我想过很多次以后的情景。我想过有一天我终于放弃你时候的样子。 也许你不能理解对我来说你所代表的全部意义，我只能说无法一一告诉你。那天我猛地一抬头，瞬时愣在原地。我感到欣喜，然后是深深地悲哀。我掩藏着每一次见到你心里的狂喜，忍耐着每一次想跟你说话的冲动。可是这一点都不辛苦 。 我一直对你怀有歉意，从认识你开始，为自己不顾一切的自私感到深深地惭愧。你说让我别那么冲动，可是我已经认定，该怎么改变。 你是一种信仰，给予我动力的源泉。对我来讲也就是遥望而不可及的重要。你应该很想不通为什么会有人把一个什么都不了解的人放在对自己来说很重要的一个位置吧，可我就是那么奇怪，认定了一个人，就不会轻易改变。 但我一直很怕，很怕你会像上一个，这辈子第一个让我感到可以付出一切的人一样，让我难过，伤心，颓废。所以我必须忍住，接近你已经是最大的底线了。所以请接受我这自私的想法，尽管我说不出理由让你忍耐。 我也想最后拜托你，如果某一天知道了我是谁，也千万不要戳穿我，因为我怕会管不住自己。当然最怕的是你的拒绝。所以，拜托了。 生日快乐，谢谢你让我拥有崛起的资本。 2014.6.27

Answer 1

A long time ago, I thought many times after. I thought that one day I gave up you. Maybe you can't understand the whole meaning for me what you represent, I can only say that no one one tell you. That day I suddenly looked up, instantaneous froze in place. I feel happy, then deeply sad. I hide every time I see your heart ecstasy, endure every time want to talk to you. But this is not hard. I've always sorry for you, you start from the understanding, feel deeply ashamed for their own selfish fling caution to the winds. You said let me don't be so impulsive, but I have found, how the change. You are a source of faith, give me the power. It is from a distance and not important to me. You should really think impassability why would someone put a do not know what people put in a position to own is very important, but I was so strange, identified a person, is not easy to change. But I have been afraid, afraid you will like the last, in this life the first let me feel you can pay。。。好长

追问

……大哥，你这是百度翻译吗……要人工的……百度翻译连one one tell you 都出来了……

追答

你的太长了，没办法了啊。。。

追问

TAT可是百度翻译语法错误太多了……不然我自己也可以翻译……何必悬赏10来这里求翻译……

追答

A long time ago, I think a lot of times after the scene. I thought that one day when I finally give up your look. Maybe you can not understand the full meaning to me that you represent, I can only say that one can not tell you. Suddenly one day I looked up, the instantaneous froze in place. I was delighted, then deeply sad. I saw you hide the ecstasy every heart, patience every time you want to speak impulse. But this is not hard. I have always cherished apologize to you, you start from the understanding, for their own selfish desperate feel deeply ashamed. You said let me do it。。。这样呢

追问

you say let me do it……………………？

Thank you for letting me have the rise of capital

算了……我还是自己翻译吧……

……不过还是谢谢你……悬赏就给你吧……

追答

谢了

Answer 2

翻泽成印地安语？

追问

…………英语……