请帮我把下面一段话翻译成英文

Question

事实上,什么事情我都知道.
我知道我在你心里的位置.
我知道你的将来在哪里.
我知道你将要嫁给谁.
我知道我对你来说只是个替代品.
我知道每次我走后你都会和他们联系.
但是你知道你在我心里的位置吗.?
你是我的一切.我很爱你.
但是你怎么能这样对我.
我找不出理由来安慰我自己.
没有一个人说我对你不好.
你做的一切,我无法理解.
你能告诉我一个完美的理由吗.?
你一次次的撕碎我的心.
我不知道我还能坚持多久.
难道一直让我这样下去吗.?
如果你不想和我有个结果,那么请你尽早的离开我的世界.
如果你的心里没有我,觉得我只是个短暂的过客,那么请你滚蛋.
不要利用我来安慰你,陪着孤独的你过这么短暂的日子.
我希望的是长久.
在你眼里,我什么都不知道,我是个笨蛋.
在我眼里,我也觉得自己是个笨蛋,什么都知道,还要继续来掩盖自己的情绪.
装做什么都不知道.
我到底该怎么办.

就是这段话,请英语牛比的人帮忙翻译一下.我英语比较烂,自己写过.但是自己都觉得有些语法说不过去.谢谢了,请不要从网站上翻译来忽悠我.翻译的好追加分.

Answer 1

in fact, i know everything.
i know my position in your heart.
i know where is your future.
i know who you will marry.
i know i am only a substitute to you.
i know you will contact them after i leave every time.
however, do you know your position in my heart?
you are my everything, i love you much.
but how come you treat me like that?.
i can't find the excuse that can persuade myself.
no one say that i treat you bad.
i can't understand what you did.
can you tell me a perfect excuse?
you tear my heart one by one time.
i am not sure how long i can continue.
do i need to go on like this?
if you do not want to have a result with me, please get out of my life as soon as possible.
if i am not in your heart, i am just a passenger, please get out of here.
do not impose me to console you, get along these lonely days with you. all i want is long time , in your eyes, i know nothing,i am a stupid guy. in my eyes, i think i am stupid as well, i know everything, but still hide my emotion in order to pretent that i know nothing. what can i do eventually?